Today was started off with a bang when I woke up with a nightmare. Beads of sweat fell down the surface of my face like a rainy day in autumn. And I was momentarily afraid. You see, today is my little brothers birthday, so it only makes sense that he turned into a substantial part of the plot. In this particular dream he mysteriously murdered me. The interesting thing about today, was that the dream didn't stop right before the killing like it would on the average night. No, I watched as he pierced my skin, sending an eminent silence to fall upon the house. Afterwards, I was brought to my funeral; where my dear mom didn't know what to do with herself. Her shuddering body and hiccuping cries sent tears down my face. I had no way to tell her that I was alright. There was no way for me to wipe her tears and tell her not to cry.
It reminded me that everyday is not promised. It reminded me that everything you have right now could be done and gone within just a few seconds. That realization might have been exactly what I needed to come out of myself. As teenagers, no as human beings, we tend to over look the small things in life. We take advantage of the people around us because there isn't one doubt in our minds that we can just "apologize tomorrow".
Well apologize today. Don't hold yourself back from saying "I love you" and telling the people around you just how important the are to you. Remember that every second lived is a second longer than before. Be proud to have people around you who truly care about you. Be grateful for all the things you have gotten to do; rather than envious of the things you may never experience. Come out of your selfishness and realize that your life is blessed and that you are loved. Be kind. Be joyous. Be giddy. Be energetic. Be unique.
Be natural.