"A girl should be two things: who and what she wants."
-Coco Chanel

Tuesday, June 2, 2015

再见美国

Today is my last day in America before I go explore the historic recesses of China! What is the process of getting ready for a universal trip like? Well here is just a taste.
This travel journal was purchased at a local Barnes and Nobles.

You must be sure to pack everything you need because you never know which of your products will be culturally acceptable; or even available for that matter.
While I focus, I much prefer my pastel blue CD player to Apple Radio and some speakers. It gives off a much more homey vibe!
 I also reset my phone so I would have room for photos and WeChat (a Chinese made app that is very similar to FaceTime).

Remember that knowledge is power; so studying up before a trip is a life hack for success.


Zaijian Ohio 


XOXO, Victoria

Monday, June 1, 2015

Monday Revelations

Today was started off with a bang when I woke up with a  nightmare. Beads of sweat fell down the surface of my face like a rainy day in autumn. And I was momentarily afraid. You see, today is my little brothers birthday, so it only makes sense that he turned into a substantial part of the plot. In this particular dream he mysteriously murdered me. The interesting thing about today, was that the dream didn't stop right before the killing like it would on the average night. No, I watched as he pierced my skin, sending an eminent silence to fall upon the house. Afterwards, I was brought to my funeral; where my dear mom didn't know what to do with herself. Her shuddering body and hiccuping cries sent tears down my face. I had no way to tell her that I was alright. There was no way for me to wipe her tears and tell her not to cry. 

 It reminded me that everyday is not promised. It reminded me that everything you have right now could be done and gone within just a few seconds.  That realization might have been exactly what I needed to come out of myself. As teenagers, no as human beings, we tend to over look the small things in life. We take advantage of the people around us because there isn't one doubt in our minds that we can just "apologize tomorrow". 

 Well apologize today. Don't hold yourself back from saying "I love you" and telling the people around you just how important the are to you. Remember that every second lived is a second longer than before. Be proud to have people around you who truly care about you. Be grateful for all the things you have gotten to do; rather than envious of the things you may never experience. Come out of your selfishness and realize that your life is blessed and that you are loved. Be kind. Be joyous. Be giddy. Be energetic. Be unique. 
Be natural.

Retro

I was looking back through a few old "photoshoots" and I found an interesting array of photos.

This was about a year and a half ago when I first decided I'd cut down on  my flat iron usage.  Now looking back, I think I was on to something. This was just a protective style I came up with on a whim. My hair was just in a lot of braids for the braid out I wanted to wear the next day. Should I maybe explore this style again?



I think I may dabble in this type of style again. Not only did I look naturally glam; but it was super fierce.

Fin.